What I Need..

...Is a nice good cry.
I honestly feel...well..defeated.

I'm always fighting...
I'm always conquering some obstacle..
I'm so weak...
I can't find strength in anybody else,
because I can't find strength with in myself.

I wonder if I continue to fight out of stupidity.
I'm not courageous at all, I'm just too dense to figure out that I'm fucking myself in the head.

Smh...
I just need a good cry,
I've been battling a lot lately..
& I need to release & then I'll feel better.

I'll post two entries I wrote earlier today...but as of now...
I need to disappear and be alone for a while...

*Live Life With Compassion...
I'm tired of being the only one who does!