Rage Disappointment Sorrow

I can't continue to be upset with how you behave,
with your neglect.


your half ass attempts to make it all better.


I can't allow you to hurt me.
FUCK
I hate that it affects me.


I wish I could ignore it
but my heart always takes it the hardest.


But I honestly cannot continue to be upset.
I have to just cut your bullshit out my life.
when you act right..ill be here.
when youre on that bullshit...ill be no where to be found.


you have making up to do
youve fallen from the pedestal
& I'm disgusted in you.


I love you too much to express these exact words.
But I'll make sure you get the fact that you're not doing right by me.


Blahh,
Ive lost so much admiration
you ugh..sicken me.


please get it together.
if these feelings continue...
you might as well consider me gone.




-No more of my posts will be gloomy
I'm not stressing anymore.
So look forward to happy posts..
because I refuse to live anything other than a goldenn lifeee ; )