Imperfections

She has a(n)

- over bite
- big nose
- bushy eyebrows
- man hairs
- puffy areolas
- serious case of cellulite
- monstrous thighs
- odd feet
- awkward walk
- scars
- multi-tone skin
- uneven hair
- protruding clavicles
- innie/ outtie belly button
- razor bumps
- brittle nails

~She clings to each imperfection
loving them all knowing that
they are the very essence of her being.

~She looks at her imperfections as being perfect at giving her
her own individual beauty.

~Gorgeous, Beautiful, Captivating Imperfections of Perfection ;)

*Live Life With Compassion <3

Heavy on Repeat

This is from 2005...
Its such a beautiful, timeless piece.

Ive been playing this song NON-STOP.
I always play a song 10o0o00o0o0o0x when I love it.
Smh, I know everyone in my house has peachtree blues from listening to it so often..lol

But come onnnn...
This is great stuff right hereeee ;)

*Live Life With Compassion <3

Thought Train...R7??..Nahhh ;)

- She finally stopped wondering what she looks like through everyone else's eyes.

-Life is worth living, no matter the circumstance. Know That.

- I hate wearing clothes

- Extremely loose clothes are a happy medium

- If you don't execute your dreams, you will go the rest of your life working for someone who did.

- One of my favorite songs to sing in the shower is "I Have Nothing"

- S/O to Whitney for being from Newark, New Jerseyyy ;)

- I sleep in her boxers and nothing else

- Never fit in, make your own category

- I can't stop singing Peachtree Blues

- Smoke around me & I'm going to brake your cigarettes, then your face!

- Time doesn't heal wounds ... You can be right back at the moment with a simple flashback

- Do what I do, suppress the memory. Yeah I ended up losing years worth of memories, but thats what today is for...creating memories.

- I have no sympathy for that madness. You allowed it to get there. Make sure your decisions don't ripple out of control. lives are at stake...

- I confess girls with freckles or a gap are my weakness...

-A tribe called FRESH. You'll see.

- My day was fine..I only dieddd of pain..thanks for not asking

- Underestimated

- When I have deja vu with you baby, it reassures me this this is exactly where I'm supposed to be :-*

- Eau Le Doet....Waka Flocka's Cologne, lmao

- At times you truly disappoint me, I deserve better

- Most date to date, Few date to marry...

- Damn, you ruined that song for me...Everytime I hear it, I think of...

- I wish she would stop trying to contact me, i'll deal with you in time

- I'll miss her, this will prepare me for our future...

- Believe in your flyness, conquer your shyness

*That's ALL the stops for today...Thanks for riding ;)
-Live Life With Compassion <3

Anonymous Comments...

Get NOOOO play.

If you think you're going to enlighten me about my life via blogger..
you are SADLY mistaken.

Real Women and Men have conversations..
They don't play guilt tricks, or the victim.

Everyone is a victim...save your sob stories...i have PLENTY of my own

...They don't behave as children with actions that are spiteful and malicious.

I haven't the time for that madness & it will not be tolerated in my life.

So if ANYONE wants to address something I wrote in my PERSONAL blog,
you know where to find me.

I swear this will be the motto of the year if I have to say it again...
INTIMATE ISSUES SHOULD NOT BE ADDRESSED VIA SOCIAL NETWORKING.

smmfh!

I ALWAYS live a life of compassion...
If you don't know that... you DONT KNOW ME.

Many Moons

Civil rights, civil war
Hood rat, crack whore
Carefree, nightclub
Closet drunk, bathtub
Outcast, weirdo
Stepchild, freak show
Black girl, bad hair
Broad nose, cold stare
Tap shoes, Broadway
Tuxedo, holiday
Creative black, Love song
Stupid words, erased song
Gun shots, orange house
Dead man walking with a dirty mouth
Spoiled milk, stale bread
Welfare, bubonic plague
Record deal, light bulb
Keep back kid not corporate thug
Breast cancer, common cold
HIV, lost hope
Overweight, self esteem
Misfit, broken dream
Fish tank, small bowl
Closed mind, dark hold
Cybergirl, droid control
Get away now they trying to steal your soul
Microphone, one stage
Tomboy, outrage
Street fight, bloody war
Instigators, third floor
Promiscuous child, broken dream
STD, quarentine
Heroin user, coke head
Final chapter, death bed
Plastic sweat, metal skin
Metallic tears, mannequin
Carefree, night club
Closet drunk, bathtub
White house, Jim Crow
Dirty lies, my regards



Janelle that breakdown was nothing less of fire.
You're truly something.


<3
REAL music.


Live Life With Compassion ;)

My Marky-Butt :)

Today is one of those days when I couldn't get my mind off of him.

You see, my big brother is my world.

I'll never forget how he held me down, while no one else was around :)

I'm eternally grateful <3

He took care of me, while moms was playing crazy and pops was rendez-vous-ing...

Held me down until his first deployment :/

I still have all his voice-mails from 2006.

I'll never delete any of them.

This is Marcus & his K-9 Elly

Elly is a beautiful dog. My brother loves this dog to deathhhh.

Sadly, when my bro leaves the Army, Elly has to stay because she government property :/ That's gonna break his heartt :/

But basically I've had my bro on my mind alllllll today, I checked FB & he's okay..so I'm not sure why he's so heavy on my mind. I'll message him and see if he needs to talk or something.

The Stan' is his current "mission"..he posts pictures often, 

but I'm usually hesitant to look at them.

This is the first deployment with pictures!

aka this is the most I've ever seen, or known of my brothers' whereabouts while overseas.

 Here's some of his uploads:

Marcus & Elly

In town

Locals

(Aren't they precious?)

Peep Elly in the back straight chillinnn..lol

Yeahhh. I won't express how his pictures make me feel.

I'm definitely not used to seeing him holding guns & other weapons.

Or the other semi-disturbing things in his FB album...

But I can never look away.

*Sigh

I love my big brother <3 

I can't wait him to come home.

Spending time with him is always the bestt :)

Although I think this time I have some competition when he gets back.

*cough* his girlfriend Liz *cough*

Lmao, but that's okay.

As long as he's happy during his break in December Im good.

But I wont be content until he's home for good.

I love you Marcus,

Thank you for not only having my back but the country's.

Live Life With Compassion :)(:

Happy Birthday Nelson Mandela :)

Mandela was born in the South African village of Mvezo in what is now Transkei.

Mandela's birth name was Rolihlahla, which can be interpreted as meaning troublemaker.
He was renamed by an African teacher when he was seven.

When his father died, Mandela became a ward of the Thembu regent.
(His father was an adivsor to the king of the Thembu people.)

In 1943, He received a bachelor of arts degree from the University of South Africa & Fort Hare College and began the study of law at the Univesity of the Witwatersrand.

During this time he met members of the African National Congress--Joining in 1944.

Mandela organized ANC's youth league and led non-violent protests against Apartheid Legislation in South Africa.

After receiving his law degree in 1951, He (and his friend Oliver Tambo) opened South Africa's first black law practice.

Shortly after, Mandela & 8,500 other Blacks were arrested under the Suppression of Communism Act.
(The way the act was written was so broad, any one bringing any change to the nation was considered Communist. Don't let that C-word scare you as they taught in school!)
Mandela was banned & restricted to Johannesburg.

In 1960, the Sharpeville Massacre, in which 69 unarmed Black protestors were slain, and over 400 were wounded by police.

(South African police opened fire on the crowd of peaceful protestors..smh)
Mandela agreed to coordinate an ANC paramiliatary group to carry out sabotage against government targets.

Fearing re-arrest (after being acquitted of treason charges), Mandela went underground.
He visited England, Algeria, and Ethiopia seeking support of his ANC guerrilla campaign.
When he returned to South Africa in 1962, he was convicted of conspiracy to overthrow the government (Treason again.) And he was sentenced to life in prison.

Mandela & other ANC leaders were held under harsh conditions on Robben Island.
Prisoner #466/64, Mandela worked in a stone quarry and gathered seaweed that the government sold as fertilizer.

While imprisoned his mother passed of an heart attack & his son was killed in a car crash :(

In 1982, he was moved from Robben Island to Pollsmoor Prison, conditions were better there.
He was released in 1990.

In 1993, Mandela was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize.

(For everything from his efforts in helping end the apartheid laws to progressing the South African government toward democratic rule.

In 1994, he was elected president of South Africa :D

-Mandela we love you & the ANC...we will  be eternally grateful & we NEED to try to show our appreciation in the best way we can :) From Africa to all of the world, we salute you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY :D!

PS-
I added pictures for those who need them ;)
Lol...no shade :-P

*Live Life With Compassion <3
& Appreciation ;)

Bucket List

Senior year in my Psychology class, our final was a series of easy 'A' assignments...

One of our assignments was to create our bucket list...

If you are unfamiliar with bucket lists..it tis simply a list of things you want to do before you die. Some people cap it at 100 things, but I think life is limitless..but that's a good start :)

Sadly, Either I or Mrs. Yarnall lost my list :/

Sooooo, I'll try again...

(Although.. I wonder what was on that listtt..hmm)

I think I'll break it down into several blogs...100 in one post is wayyy too much.

1. Have a "best day/night of my life" memory.

2. Get body painted.

3. Go horseback riding.

4. Inspire someone.

5. Become fluent in French.

6. Be on a lesbian [reality] show.

7. Ride in a hot air balloon.

8. Be an AMAZING mother.

9. Live outside of the US.

10. Participate in a Karaoke Night. 

11. Go para-sailing.

12. See the "Seven New Wonders of the World."

13. Have a food fight.

14. Learn Sign Language/ Sign fluently 

15. Ride a mechanical bull

16. Attend Trinidad&Tobago Carnival

17. Have a Mother-Daughter moment (Regardless of which role I play)

18. Sing "The Closer I Get To You" Duet

19. Impress with a performance.

20. Try indoor skydiving 

This is enough for this posttt ;)

More to come,

Ohhh & I'll strike any out if I happen to do them ..lol

*As Always

Live Life With Compassion <3

Sleep Eludes Me...

REM sleep?

Nopeee.

More Like..

Random Emotion Malfunction

eerie feelings.

silly moments.

relaxing mediation.

hesitant sorrow.

explosive laughter.

abnormal mood swings...with myself.

this is definitely something new.

Maybe I'll fall asleep around 6am.

Invest in sleeping pills?

Nahhh,

Fuck that man-made madness...

Maybe some Vanilla Chai will do the trick...

*Live Life With Compassion (:

Karate Kid - Spillll Dot Com :)

They've had funnier reviews & I don't agree with it being a rental.
But I still love watching themm :D

Live Life With Compassion <3

Thought Train.. Nothing Like Septa

Hold on tight..

-If I must, I will spend my whole life fighting for the right to love every inch of you, in every city you choose to let me touch your skin...

-What makes some of us survive trauma while others keep drowning and drowning and drowning in it?

-Wonder what the human cost of the Oils spill is/will be; How are the residents? How is the water? The homes? The trees? How are the bodies surviving?

-Non-traditional families are such a beautiful sight. Jesus had two daddies! ;)

-Pro-Euthanasia. I am what I eat? No thanks, I don't wanna be a veggie. 

-Communication is the foundation of every relationship, whether romantic or not.

-No fuzzy antennas please.

-Rape. Murder. Illness. Death. Lies. Tears. I'll continue to chant for all this madness to stop!

-How did I become so money hungry? But damn I love being able to give her the world.

-If this world were mine <3

-I want a good read. I need to hit up Borders ASAP! Something that makes me think or re-evaluate my life. Yeahhh, that would be nice.

-Why are people so attached to their hometowns? Am I not trying to hear it because I was raised everywhere?

-Why is health care so terrible in Tobago? I'd be there in a heartbeat.

-UK has health benefits out thee ASS, free education & I've hear great things about moving out there. Sucks that I'll be making the trip alone. 

-Buddhism is such a beautiful thing. Sweet Sweet Enlightenment. I think I'll be taking that trip alone as well.

-Why do lesbians love so fast, so hard. Plan lives on impulse, move away to places where they don't know a soul, leave all securities behind. Is everyone just dying to rendez-vous? 

-I don't mind taking it slow, we have our whole life ahead of us. 

-My power couples are all broken up :( Where are the happy couples?

-Nothing is more sacred then the Mother-Daughter relationship. Maybe I'll find out how that goes in the future. <3 Zaina.

-The night air drives me crazy...cat in heat? Nah, calm cool & collected sultry lioness ;)

-Can you love someone too much? Dangers? Benefits? Too many to name.

 

That's enough stops for one post ;) Until next time,

Live Life With Compassion :-*